Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Anxiety

I woke up in the middle of the night with a terrible case of anxiety.

Nothing was wrong, except that I was at risk of missing my flight to Mexico in my dreams.

The feeling is continuing today. I hate it. It feels like I might be hungry, or about to take a really important exam, or all of the white cabbage moths in my garden have taken residence in my gut.

Eating breakfast made it worse. Picking produce in the garden didn't help a bit. A warm, relaxing bath was awful.

Maybe I'm just coming down with something, but otherwise I feel fine. If this is one of the symptoms of perimenopause, I am going to be a basketcase for years. This is just a warning.

4 comments:

Bonita said...

Maybe actually going to Mexico will help ease the anxiety?? I'll go with you if it makes you feel better.... what are sisters for, after all?

Rosa said...

Oh my. . . .
I know that feeling all too well! UGH!!
I'm praying perimenopause is short and sweet for you!

Bonita said...

So... any news to report?? Or is Slider still missing?

Bonita said...

Oops.. .meant to post that on your "missing" post....